One of the most difficult passages of Scripture to understand is Hebrews 10:26 “For if we go on sinning deliberately after receiving the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a fearful expectation of judgment, and a fury of fire that will consume the adversaries. Anyone who has set aside the law of Moses dies without mercy on the evidence of two or three witnesses. How much worse punishment, do you think, will be deserved by the one who has spurned the Son of God, and has profaned the blood of the covenant by which he was sanctified, and has outraged the Spirit of Grace? For we know him who said, ‘Vengeance is mine; I will repay.’ And again, ‘The Lord will judge his people.’ It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of a living God.”
That is quite the warning. Though hotly contested that these verses speak to unbelievers, the text, I believe, clearly demonstrates that believers are the focus here. They are not losing their salvation; they are placing themselves under impending judgment because of their deliberate sinning. The author of Hebrews emphasizes, “For If we go on sinning…” and “Lord will judge his people.” Again, he is talking to believers. “Therefore,” he says, “do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God you may receive what is promised.” First note that there is a ‘great reward’ for those who endure. We live in such an indulgent culture, where the desires of our flesh have reached epidemic proportions. Our appetites to be satisfied at all cost, have bound us as Eldridge so skillfully writes: “We are so enamored with our small stories and our false gods, we are so bound up in our addictions and our self-centeredness and take-it-for-granted unbelief that we don’t even know how to cry out for help. And the Evil One has no intention of letting his captives walk away scot-free. He seduces us, deceives us, assaults us—whatever it takes to keep us in darkness. Like a woman bound to an affair from which she cannot get free, like a man so corrupted he no longer knows his own name, the human race is captive in the worst way possible—we are captives of the heart.”
So what will it take to break free of our captivity? The author of Hebrews (which I believe to be the Apostle Paul) goes on to say that “For you have need of endurance so that when you have done the will of God you may receive what is promised.” Just a few verses prior he encouraged the believers to “recall the former days when, after you were enlightened, you endured a hard struggle with sufferings….exposed to public humiliation, …and accepted the plundering of your own property…” What happened? Why are they being warned now, not to shrink back? I can remember the former days so clearly…and thanks be to God my heart is as passionate today as it was then...why? by the grace of God I am who I am…the difference between now and then is that I now know how needy I really am. But the passion remains…endurance has been the key…it has been the key to my marriage, my change in heart as a parent, and the incredible “reward” of sharing with so many what I have been able to learn. And i must be so careful not to share too much...because sharing can be a form of self love that eases guilt. Fenelon once said, that we must learn to suffer quietly. Oh that I/we would learn to endure, quietly…the reward will far outweighs our temporary gratifications and the false comforts that our talkative nature gives.
When i think of patient suffering i think of Moses: “By faith Moses…choosing rather to be mistreated with the people of God than to enjoy the fleeting pleasures of sin. He considered the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures of Egypt, for he was looking to the reward. By faith he left Egypt, not being afraid…for he endured…” Oh that we would believe that the reward far outweighs our gratifications! We must leave our Egypt’s behind…those false securities that promises fulfillment…we must endure…"recall the former days when you endured a great fight of affliction." Keep your first love with Christ fresh and passionate.
“The just shall live by faith…for without faith it is impossible to please Him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that He exists and that he is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.” Endurance and reward seem to be inseparable. Endurance is also according to Romans 5, the foundation for our character development, which without, we lose hope and become so easily tossed and discouraged. “But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who have faith and preserve their souls.” Heb 10:39
“Therefore, since we are surrounded with such a great cloud of witnesses (those who walked by faith in Hebrew chapter 11), let us also lay aside every weight and the sin that so easily besets us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him, He endured the cross, despised the shame and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured from sinners such hostility against Himself, so that you may not grow weary or fainthearted. In your struggle against sin you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.” (excellent verse to memorize!)
When I think of endurance I am reminded of Jesus’ last words to the church of Philadelphia: “Because you have kept my word about patient endurance, I will keep you from the hour of trial that is coming on the whole world, to try those who dwell on the earth. I am coming soon. Hold fast what you have, so that no one may seize your crown. The one who conquers, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God. Never shall he go out of it, and I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which comes down from my God out of heaven, and my own new name. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”
What ever it takes to endure…it will be worth it…